EDIT: Actually, I just felt like making this journal shorter.. .u.


I just wanna kill myself.

End.

Got my new scanner hooked up.
(you still need to beat it up though Tay D8;; its gonna get me )

Im ready to go to sleep, sheesh I need it.

Like gosh, medication is a pain. My mom keeps nagging me about it.
xue;; If life wasnt worth all this i'd so take the "easy" way out.

BUT..

I have alot of people i'd miss -w-
Im not sure if I told anyone but about this
(and oh the drama xD;; ilu Denniihusbandnicepersontruddleimmamiss ; w; )

but i cant be on this break due to personal stuff and exams xwx
*waves fist at mr.imhoof* e3e curse chu! and other things I dont wanna mention. ..so like until the end of this month or the middle of next month.

Erin you should join me and Bria ( Ducky ) at borders my dad is taking me cause of my good grades. And I get $20 books for the A's and anything below $10 for any B's >w< hehe so thats like, 6 A's and 1 B!

So I wanna get you something for Christmas to, hopefully my scans will be up before break is over ( or at least the ones for DA ).

Friggen ugh, I hate depression and the people talking to me ~ I could just stab myself ~ ...

Okay straighten my hair then go to sleep. Hopefully.

So yea..

I uh, shocked myself..


yup, kinda feel abit raped by it. um, imma just go and reply to DA comments before I spazz out.

Just gonna wait for my dad to get home. ; A ; < --- *fucking retard drinking coke*

THE SCANNERS NOT BROKEN. JUST. DOESNT WANT ME TOUCHING IT ANYMORE.KAY?


;w; *sniffs* tayyy Dx

..It hurrrttss Dx

So I got a new scanner, and my dad said the deal was for me to try and figure how it hook it up..and NO ONE.. ever looks at the instructions.

So i tossed that and got to crackin' e ue;; didnt work so well.


*derped* *shocked herself 4 times* ; w; ~ anyone know how?

BUT IM ALMOST DONE CAUSE..IT STARTED GLOWING SO YEA.
( thunder god please dont hate me ;A;..not like my last computer right Tay?xD )

I also am trying to catch a cat C:

Buts its be raining LOTS.
And being such a southerntard akldjas;; I went old fashion and got my accent back for a bit.
CATS HATE ROPES. THAT DIDNT WORK AT ALL.

" I kept ta talkin' lyk dis all dem days sun. 'Ightn' it'd nice of me? That it dis boy. "

ANYWAYS. My new youtube account is called : DeckerBakax

its actually a inside joke;; but i found out how to use copic markers on one of my sketches xD! it came out so nice *n*

I've even got back into games ---- > *borderland freak* *W* SKAGS ARE JUST THE CUTEST
But, not them small ones > A>;; BUT. SKAGZILLA IS THOUGH. AND SCAR *3* AND MARLEY AND MOE.
*cuddles them* *beaten**

Also muh bff guy friend in RL is moving back to Russia ;A; *baw* imma miss him Dx
*hugs Chris tight* D< Darn Mr.Chris for re-marrying!Dx

WELL ITS OFFICAL.. IM DONE WITH ALL THE ART WORK THAT I NEED..SKETCHED...*fail corner*

Yes.. I have 130+ YES.. 130 PICTURES..SKETCHED D8<

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TIME THE TOOK OUT OF MY HOLIDAY BREAK?!DX< ALOT!!!

actually no :3 I make, good,quick sketches. So I had about a good..4-8 days to enjoy ;3

I stayed up real late though xD;;

NOW TO SCAN THESE BITCHES. ( =u=;; my scanner is gonna beat me so bad.. OTL; it already hates it when i put more then 3 scans xAx... )


But since its a printer/scanner im hoping by putting ink into it, it'll love me again xD ~

or its suddenly "breaks" >w> <w< who knows ~ *shoe'd*

xD hehe dont worry i'll actually put more detail and time when i color O3O


BUT IN RELATING NEWS ~

WE SHOULD ALL THANK TAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY >W< *huggles her* ;DD
( Dont worry alot of you inspired me to ;3; dont feel left out!! )

o uo yush her for inspiring me so much. <33 Leave it to Tay to help me get something done xD

( ffft.. we really need to finish that Rabbit Doubt Collab xD )

I also got my RD manself done >3 nyuu owo a gift for Tay

ALSO I GOT ALL THE B-DAY GIFTS DONE AND SOME EXTRA!! HEATHER O< YOU GOT ONE FER SURE.
ERIN TOO!

AND GUESS WHAT! 8DDD ABOUT 100 OF THOSE PICS ONLY ARE GOING TO MY PHOTOBUCKET!! *beaten*

x Ax;; about 20 pics are going here..AT LEAST. I'll probly make it less though >A>;;

But there all the pics i owe plus more ~ owo
Um..some are Gaia art samples ~ xux im still sick. sorreh ;3;

I will have a contest up soon after I have everything posted.
Oh and the rest of the pics are going onto my Myspace and Facebook.

x3x anyone got any art programs to make this easier on me? anyone? ;w;
- - - - - - -;; x x

ABOUT MUH YOUTUBE ACCOUNT.
Im gonna delete them both sometime this week or wednesday due to a busy schedule.
If by chance i decide to make another youtube account i'll call it : OliveJuice
if its not taken xDD; its a bit of a insider.

If you dont know i prefer to mouth things because its funny xD and OliveJuice mouthed is
like saying " I love you " mouthed <33 So yuh. Thats all.

Imma try to turn this WHOLE YEAR around for me, depending on some stuff also.

I might be moving too x3x

EDIT!! - I will have all the videos im making for people on there too!!

Dennii I owe you my <3 ;u; *hugs tight* your gonna get something real special

Mahal-ate you to <3 I wanna fix the lack of communication